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Sunday, December 26, 2004
Hmmizzle

I'm upset because we do not have Guy's Bible Study tommorow. Stupid week after christmas!!

"LISTEN TO OUR HEARTS"
How do explain, How do you describe, A love that goes from east to west, and runs as deep as it is wide. You know all our hopes, Lord you know all our fears, and words cannot express the love we feel, but we long for you to hear. So listen to our hearts, hear our spirits sing, a song of praise that flows, from those you have redeemed, We will use the words we know to tell you what an awesome God you are, but words are not enough to tell you of our love, so listen to our hearts. If words could fall like rain, from these lips of mine, if i'd had a thousand years, i would still run out of time.
So if you listen to my heart, every beat will say, thank you for the life thank you for the truth, thank you for the way. So listen to our hearts, hear our spirits sing, a song of praise that flows, from those you have redeemed, We will use the words we know to tell you what an awesome God you are, but words are not enough to tell you of our love, so listen to our hearts.

"CREED"
I believe in God, the Father Almighty,
    the Creator of heaven and earth,
    and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord:
Who was conceived of the Holy Spirit,
    born of the Virgin Mary,
    suffered under Pontius Pilate,
    was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended into hell.
The third day He arose again from the dead.
He ascended into heaven
    and sits at the right hand of God the Father Almighty,
    whence He shall come to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy *catholic church,
    the communion of saints,
    the forgiveness of sins,
    the resurrection of the body,
    and life everlasting.

Amen.

*catholic church, refering to the Universial Believers of Christ, and not the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH



Amazing grace, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now I'm found
Was blind but now I see so clearly

Hallelujah, grace like rain falls down on me
Hallelujah, all my stains are washed away, they're washed away

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

Hallelujah, grace like rain falls down on me
Hallelujah, all my stains are washed away, they're washed away

When we've been there ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun
We've no less days to sing Your praise
Than when we first begun

Hallelujah, grace like rain falls down on me
Hallelujah, all my stains are washed away, they're washed away

Hallelujah, grace like rain falls down on me
Hallelujah, all my stains are washed away, they're washed away



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MY FIRST UPDATE IN OVER A MONTH!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS YALLZ, ITS DECEMBER 26TH THE DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS, ONE OF MY LEAST FAVORITE DAYS OF THE YEAR!!! Its so sad to see christmas come and go just like that!!!!
UGH!!!!
i cleaned my car today, it was filthy, well not really, but i was bored so i cleaned it, and got my ipod set up in the car. I think i get my car early, because to my knowledge i have a 3.0 but i may have like a 2.99999 and it will suck major butt!! APRIL FIRST is the planned early getting car date!!!
O well, i got an IPOD and Money FOR CHRISTMAS!!

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Saturday, November 13, 2004
Yay!

Did You Feel The Mountains Tremble?

Did you feel the mountains tremble?
Did you hear the oceans roar?
When the people rose to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen one

Did you feel the people tremble?
Did you hear the singers roar?
When the lost began to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen one

And we can see that God you're moving
A mighty river through the nations
And young and old will turn to Jesus
Fling wide your heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord

Open up the doors and let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your peace
Dancers who dance upon injustice

Did you feel the darkness tremble?
When all the saints join in one song
And all the streams flow as one river
To wash away our brokeness


And here we see that God you're moving
A time of Jubilee is coming
When young and old return to Jesus
Fling wide your heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord

Open up the doors and let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your peace
Dancers who dance upon injustice



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Friday, November 05, 2004
Why Does Life Have to be so Hard

"I've never been one to let my feelings show, I thought that being strong, meant never losing my self-control, I'm down enough, to let go of this pain, to let go of this pride let if fall like rain, from my life but tonight i'm gonna cry"

Well that song fits my life so well. Why is it that I'm so quiet around people this year, mabye its because I can't think of anything to say, or maybe its because I'm so self-concious, or maybe its the fact that I'm so split between being a CONFORMIST, being just like everyone else at school, and any school that is, wearing a mask, not being myself, doing things, watching things, listening to things to merely have something to talk to people about or be cool because of, or should be my real self which is a real person that acually has emotions, and not somebody that is a plastic implant covering up or distorting the image of something thats real, someone that can freely talk about something seriously spiritual and not get a bullshit sunday school answer, something without thought or feeling just something you're supposed to say. O GOD BRING SOMEBODY TO HELP ME!!!! WHY IS EVERYONE SO SHALLOW, EVERYONE'S FRIENDSHIPS ARE AT SUCH SHALLOW LEVELS, WHY CAN'T BIBLE STUDY AND REAL LIFE BE MY LIFE EVERY DAY INSTEAD OF THAT HELL THAT I MUST BE SOMETHING I'M NOT TO IMPRESS EVERYONE, WHY IS IT THAT I HAVE TO AHHHH!!!!!!!! I'm so sick and tired of all these "joking" people who say things that are HELLA mean and yet they can't understand that it sometimes hurts, I'm so sick of it, why do people have to treat each other so crappishly?!?! For those all reading this, don't be offended, but I'm just about sick of everyone, everything, and anything having to do with the section of school of my life...... Why does this entry seem so much like all of them last year, why do I have to slip back into this depressed state, that takes months to climb out of!!!!!GOD BRING SOMEONE, PLEASE.........


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Thursday, November 04, 2004
i'm pissed!!

I am one angry person right now!!!! For reasons I don't want to say seeing as though I am in a class with the person I'm pissed off at!!!! HEHEHEHE
yea and anyways the Trinity Office sees whatever I look at so they can see me call the school STUPID, HYPOCRITICAL, AND IMPOSSIBLE,

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Thursday, October 14, 2004
I feel soo stoopido!!

HMM I don't like school, I HAVE SOO MUCH HOMEWORK AND I AM STRUGGLING TO KEEP A FREAKING 3.0!!!! my brother always had a 3.8 or higher and my rents r mad at me for a freaking 3.0~!! HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cleaned my car last night. I counted up and organized all my cleaning supplies because Ashton is bringing her car over and we r gonna clean it. I have 20 different car cleaning products... Lets list them:

  1. Invisible Glass
  2. Armor All Protectant,
  3. Armor All Cleaning Wipes
  4. Black Magic Wheel Cleaner
  5. Leather Conditioner
  6. Meguiars Gold Class Super Wax
  7. Dry Blade
  8. Wool Washing Mit
  9. Bug Scrubber
  10. Dealers Advantage Tire Foam
  11. Armor All Car Wash Concentrate
  12. Turtle Wax Car Wash Concentrate
  13. Blue Coral High Foam Car Wash Concentrate
  14. Downy Super Scent
  15. Oxi-Clean Stain Remover
  16. Armor All Tire Wet
  17. Nu Finish Car Wax
  18. Kwik Scratch Remover

 


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Friday, October 08, 2004
I Hate Today!!!

I am soo upset!! I hate fridays!!!! C days suck!!! I hate them soo much!!!!! Well Ashton's Party is tonight, and I'm looking forward to going, because I don't wanna be around home tonite, cuz my rents r being really gay and I got really mad at my mom last nite and said the f word and the s word to her, but she definately deserved it, well, whatever!! I don't care, screw it!!!

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Sunday, October 03, 2004
Where are my commenters!!!!

MKAY, WELL, NOBODY IS COMMENTING ON MY BLOG NEMORE!!!! Well, whatever it don't matter.
So how is everybody? I'm distressed, or pissed or whatver, cuz school is hard, lol. I hate Mr. Warner! Hes a King Kong Maya Maya Bia%# lol! haha!!!
Ashton, I'm coming to ur party cuz we made a deal, but I know ur parents hate me!!!!! What do u want for ur birthday??

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Friday, October 01, 2004
Entry #5

HMM.... Well, Mindy, I have to admit that the day after we talked about how much I don't liek devo books, and how much You do, I bought one because we are doing it in bible study... its called  "The Search for Significance". Its actually really cool.

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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Entry #4

Mkay Kids...
I am completely bored, I'm sitting here in yurrrbook class, and I don't have a page due for the next deadline, so I can just screw around on the computers, and so I have decided to be retarded and mess around on my blog. "Ur not retarded" says Retta, but well I definately am! LOL "No ur not!" again says Retta, but Retta needs to stop arguing. I'm sorry I have been slacking on my blog but, I only update it during school, cuz i don't have anything to do. Retta thinks she looks wierd in a picture, I laughed! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I bought a backup starbux card (15$) just in case, when I'm broke, I can actually buy starbux. LOL GREAT IDEA ASHTON!!! Well I'm OUTEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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